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Hi happy somewhat delayed Hugo season!

I have been flirting with the novels but I guess my attention span these days is novella-sized, so that's all I've managed to get through so far.

Murder by Memory by Olivia Waite (Tordotcom) - On a starship where the inhabitants manage the long travel by recording their minds and swapping out bodies, a detective wakes up in another body and must investigate a murder, not just of a body but also of minds... I liked it! It wasn't super deep, and I was a bit side-eying the nod towards a potential ship at the end given what we know, but there was a lot of fun worldbuilding and yarn (knitting is both a character point and a minor plot point). I loved Ruthie and John, my faves.

The Summer War by Naomi Novik (Del Rey US; Del Rey UK) - A fairy tale where Celia, the youngest of the Grand Duke Veris' three children, deals with the aftermath of the summer war with the magical faerie-like summerlings and the fallout in her own family while navigating her own heritage.

I really really liked this one, actually. I just think Novik matches up very well with what I want, thematically, and of course her writing is great. There was one character I was like, well, this is obviously the most interesting character, and was pleased that the author was not uninterested.
Spoilers!I am of course talking about Veris here. From Argent's POV he seems like a run-of-the-mill homophobe, but even though Celia kind of thinks so too, she also sees that he actually doesn't particularly care about the gay thing, he just cares very very much about having to be very very careful as he has had to be his whole life (in other ways). So I really liked that characterization which I thought was quite interesting (much more interesting than if he had just been a regular homophobe), and I loved that he came back at the end and was able to redeem himself a bit. And then of course the recurring theme of "let's save everyone, not just the people we love," which I always adore, and also I absolutely positively adored how the whole family figured themselves out and came together. I am SUCH a sucker for that. I really loved how Novik had such empathy for each one of them, and understood that sometimes people can be jerks (and in fact each of them behaves badly at one point or another) but it doesn't mean that's the entirety of their character.


What Stalks the Deep by T. Kingfisher (Nightfire; Titan UK) - I always like Kingfisher's writing but I think I can get a tiny bit tired of it? So I read the first of these, What Moves the Dead, a couple of years ago and enjoyed it a lot but then didn't feel like I needed to read any more in this series. Then I read this one and I enjoyed it but felt like I'd already kind of read it? Alex Easton, the narrator of these books, is a sworn soldier (with ka/kan pronouns) in the fictional country of Gallacia. Ka helps investigate odd horror-ish events... so, yeah, that was the plot of both of them. This one is set in the US. I guess the difference is that
Spoilers for both booksin the first book they destroyed the fungus, and in this book, they saved the organism, yay! In both books it was very clear that Kingfisher's sympathy was with the non-human character, so it was nice for it to end well for it here.
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The fare is $3. If you commute, you take the bus or train twice a day, five days a week. Every week you spend $30*. You'd have to be caught and ticketed more often than once every five weeks in order to make this math not work out in your favor. And that is never going to happen, because there aren't nearly enough enforcement agents. As it is, the ones we have cost more than they make back. It's all a racket, but you'll notice the buses still aren't free because Albany is still in control of the MTA.

* I'm making a few assumptions here, first, that you're not sharing the same card among several family members with staggered schedules; once you spend $35 in a week on the same card, subsequent trips are free. Also, this is the full fare for most buses and trains, but not for the express bus.

Hadestown (2nd US tour)

May. 11th, 2026 09:06 pm
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I have been really bad this year at getting out to see things, but I saw a couple of things! I'll talk about the first one here: [personal profile] hamsterwoman inspired me and I got to see Hadestown on tour! (The same cast she saw, even, although I didn't realize this until afterwards.) It was only here for two weeknights, clearly as a pit stop in between the two major metropolitan areas we live between. The theater was packed. The only empty spots I saw in the entire house were, hilariously, right in front of us (and must have been people who didn't show up for some reason, as the seats were definitely sold). I didn't buy tickets early enough and they were sold out when I first looked, but fortunately some opened up day of -- I wouldn't normally buy orchestra section for a show I didn't already know I'd love, but that's what I get for not planning ahead. But it turns out I did love it enough that I enjoyed the orchestra section tickets immensely, so it all turned out well.

The singers were all just extremely, extremely good, both as singers and as dancers (well, I guess Hades and Persephone didn't really dance a ton, but Eurydice in particular had a lot of parts where she had to combine with the ensemble), and really imprinted on me. To the extent where I went back and listened to the Broadway recording and was like "okay, sure, yeah, these are the same songs, but that's not MY cast." They were just really really almost scarily professional -- I really can't believe the Broadway cast is any better -- it was hard to believe that we were getting this kind of quality of cast. SO good.

Nickolaus Colón as Hades was THE standout performance of the night in a cast full of excellence. Seriously it was worth seeing it for him alone. The Persephone, Namisa Mdlalose Bizana, was also an excellent singer whose strength matched Colón's (a weak dancer, but as I said before she didn't have to do that much of it). I thought it was a great choice to have the really strong singers be the "gods" -- it really added something to it.

Eurydice (...I think we must have seen an understudy? The site says Hawa Kamara but I'm pretty sure that's not who we saw) and Orpheus (Jose Contreras) were also good but their voices were more sort of good in the way I expected them to be good, kind of. Orpheus, unfortunately, had the flaw (at least that night) that sometimes his top notes (he has a lot of falsetto notes, which is a bit weird?) were flat, and those were inevitably the notes where the song was supposed to be borderline-magic, and it unfortunately always threw me out of those bits because I'd be like "...but he's flat, augh!" The Fates (Gia Keddy, Miriam Navarrete, Jayna Wescoatt) were quite excellent -- both as singers and as an ensemble of three (as they basically did all their parts together, as one would expect). The Hermes (Rudy Foster) was also excellent. So were the ensemble. They were just all super super good.

The orchestra accompaniment was seated on-stage (it was a rather crowded stage at times) and I need to mention the pianist and the trombonist who both sometimes seemed to be participating in the action -- especially the trombonist, who occasionally got up from his seat and played his trombone mingling with the other actors, which was amazing. (I told D at intermission, "No one told me that the trombonist was the hero of this show!") I was especially watching him because now I have a kiddo who plays trombone, and he was using at least a couple of different mutes to make his trombone make a variety of sounds (A.'s trombone teacher showed us some of these at one point, for fun), and also sometimes he doubled as the xylophone player, which I thought was interesting!

I tend to operate one of two different ways with musicals. Either I go in knowing nothing or I go in having basically memorized the soundtrack. This was the former: I went in not knowing anything except that it was an AU retelling of Orpheus and Eurydice, and I'd picked up from osmosis there were trains, and I'd listened to a few of the songs beforehand to make sure I liked them well enough. The pros are that I get to be continuously surprised by the real thing, and the cons are that there are lots of spots where I just don't catch the words, because I have fairly poor speech processing. This was one where I think it was a good choice to go in knowing nothing, because there are so many parts where the music and the visuals work together so well that I think the effect would have been blunted if I'd known the music really well going in. (Hamilton is one where I think it was better to know the soundtrack ahead of time, as I don't think I'd have been able to make out the vast majority of the words otherwise.)

Vague spoilers if you're like me and have never watched it before )

I think this is a show that I admire more than that I'm fannish about. It's kind of interesting -- it's almost like it's so polished that there aren't any weird cracks or rough edges to hang a fannish hat on, so to speak. So I didn't feel the desire to see it again the next day (not that I would have, but I've absolutely been to theater events where I was like "okay, I would be very strongly tempted go to see this again tomorrow if I could spare the time") but if the tour comes back next year I'd almost definitely go if Colón were still in it, and even if not I'd strongly consider going.
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Fic one: Protagonist very recently, like, last week, left home to live with a friend. Protagonist wonders how his newly estranged family found him, then reflects that "the internet still exists". Technically a true statement in 1994, however, it's perhaps a bit more likely that they just used the phone book.

Fic two: Protagonist is touristing in NYC, casually stops in a bodega, buys a flip phone so he can text people. Not in 1992 he didn't - texting via phones was only just invented that year and phones were bricks!

You gotta laugh. Kindly and gently, but still - you gotta laugh!

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May. 12th, 2026 10:26 pm
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I was introduced to this piece - specifically Jupiter, Bringer of Jollity - via Wolf 359, the Christmas episode, aka the one where things go from "comedically dark" to "shit just got real".

Black Cherries by W. S. Merwin

May. 11th, 2026 02:17 pm
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Late in May as the light lengthens
toward summer the young goldfinches
flutter down through the day for the first time
to find themselves among fallen petals
cradling their day's colors in the day's shadows
of the garden beside the old house
after a cold spring with no rain
not a sound comes from the empty village
as I stand eating the black cherries
from the loaded branches above me
saying to myself Remember this


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Have a happy day today!

May. 10th, 2026 08:53 am
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And, you know, feel however you feel about your mother!

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Tigers by Eliza Griswold

May. 9th, 2026 02:00 pm
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What are we now but voices
who promise each other
a life neither one can deliver
not for lack of wanting
but wanting can’t make it so.
We hang from a vine
at the cliff’s edge.
There are tigers above
and below. Let us love
one another and let go.


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Seen on the SIR

This poem references the well-known zen koan.

Sigh

May. 7th, 2026 11:31 am
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My shampoo is no longer being produced and I need more shampoo.

It needs to be perfume light, and ideally I should be able to get shampoo, conditioner, and body wash that don't clash with each other. I generally find that products marketed as natural are more likely to have scents that aren't overwhelming and don't make my eyes itch, give me a sore throat, or trigger a headache - but there's no guarantee there.

And, of course, it needs to get my hair clean, ideally without drying it out.

Help?
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In the middle of last week, I went out with my old friend Des to see Dr Strangelove at RMIT's Capitol Theatre. It was inevitably going to be a good night because Des is one of my best friends, Dr Stangelove is one of my favourite films, and the Capitol is one of my favourite theatres. The movie was introducted by a film studies academic who gave a delightfully funny exposition on the broken masculinist themes throughout the gallows-humour farce, and a few pieces of movie trivia I that I had forgotten, such as the fact that the war room table was in green casino felt to emphasise the idea of those assembled were gambling the fate of the planet, even though the film was in black-and-white. As a superb work of satire, and as it should be (albeit terrifyingly so), almost everything about Dr Strangelove was actually based on reality.

One character in the film that particularly stands out is General Jack D. Ripper and his obsessive paranoid delusions of how there was an "international Communist conspiracy to sap and impurify all of our precious bodily fluids" through fluoridation. Ripper, in a position of great power, cunning, and madness, is the driving plot device of the film. It has been several years since I've seen the film, and one thing that struck me is how similar his reasoning is to that of others, more contemporary conspiracy theorists, especially those of the anti-vaccination or AGW denial bodies of opinion. The selective use of facts, the invention of alternative facts, the suppression or deflection of inconvenient facts, and, of course, the suggestion that somehow nefarious communists are responsible, whether it's fluoridation, vaccines, COVID, or their remarkable control of all the world's meteorological stations over the past one hundred and fifty years. Fun fact, ironically, when it was released, Dr Strangelove, some argued that it was a Soviet propaganda plot.

In recent years, there has been some good research into the nature of conspiracy theories. One study indicates that "even if it's bonkers" a substantial section of the population will believe a conspiracy (an important metric for those who benefit). Conspiracy theorists tend to be angry individuals, and believe the perceived conspirators are "evil". And one particularly good study identified that "regression model indicated odd beliefs/magical thinking, trait Machiavellianism, and primary psychopathy were significant, positive predictors of belief in conspiracy theories.. the individual more likely to believe in conspiracy theories may have unusual patterns of thinking and cognitions, be strategic and manipulative, and display interpersonal and affective deficits". I especially like how this one used regression analysis to determine the accuracy of those traits (e.g., corroborating previous research on Machiavellianism) and to remove spurious correlations identified in previous research (e.g., trait narcissism). Recently, we have also discovered that conspiracy theorists are unable to handle complexity; they see the world as fundamentally unfair and want simple, unambiguous explanations.

For the first time in over a year

May. 6th, 2026 12:09 am
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We owe nothing on this gas bill, no outstanding debt.
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I bought a pair of them from Amazon, had them delivered to the PO, thinking I'd collect them on the way back from the dentist, only the dentist cancelled on me. So I went out after the usual Wednesday afternoon Zoom chat, instead. Pretty much exactly what I wanted/needed. I've assembled one and put it in place, and the other one is in storage for if/when I need that.

White plastic-coated wire shelf"

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"Jurgen Habermas is the most influential thinker in Germany today". Thus begins Thomas McCarthy's 1975 translator's introduction to "Legitimation Crisis" ("Legitimationsprobleme in Spatkapitalismus", 1973), and he wasn't wrong. Whilst he may have fallen a little off the radar a bit in the last decades (especially after his attempted "post-secular" rapproachment with religion), fifty years as Europe's most important and serious philosopher is a fairly good innings. Habermas dies last month, aged 96, and I was fortunate enough to be offered to give a presentation to the Existentialist Society this weekend on his philosophy of universal pragmatics and communicative action, which was both well-attended and had many excellent questions. The video, alas, missed the first couple of minutes, but everything is available in the transcript.

The weekend was not only an afternoon of deep and complex emancipatory German social philosophy in the idealistic tradition, however. Marc C., joined me for dinner on Friday before we ventured to The Old Bar to see some music; opening act "Trappist Afterland" was a subtle one-man band with Indian sub-continent backing tracks and songs about dogs, Star/Time provided quasi-improvised space-funk, and headline act The Gruntled accurately describe themselves as "avant-medieval psychedelic noise combo"; it all helps when you know several of the band members. The following night, I caught up with Liza D., and we made our way to "Impossiblistic: A Night of Surreal Performances, which was poetry, theatre, music, costume, puppetry, clown shows, and more. It was less surreal than enjoyable nonsense and was just fine.

Between all this, I also managed to visit the "Creative Antarctica" exhibition at RMIT on its last day, on Australian artists and writers who visited that grand continent. Of course, my own emotional and intellectual attachment to said continent is very strong; not too many people can say that they've spent New Year's Eve there. The exhibition was quite delightful. I really like Janet Laurence's "Ice Remembers" and Sally Robertson's "Atlas Cove". But the standout image for me was Frank Hurley's photograph of 1916 of Shackleton and Worsley leaving Elephant Island on a tiny lifeboat that would somehow make it to South Georgia Island over a thousand kilometres away and would lead to the rescue of the crew of the Endurance. It is one the greatest stories of survival against all odds and, for what it's worth, Elephant Island was the last location of my own trip to Antarctica this year. As Sir Raymond Priestley, Antarctic explorer and geologist, poetically put it: "For scientific discovery give me Scott; for speed and efficiency of travel give me Amundsen; but when disaster strikes and all hope is gone, get down on your knees and pray for Shackleton."

The Jewish War: Book 7

May. 3rd, 2026 02:20 pm
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The last book!

Last week: Astrological phenomena and the star of Bethlehem. Messianic (?) prophecy about Vespasian. Brutality of the siege, and discussion of the law of war protecting prisoners from the enemy army (or lack thereof). Imperator.

This week: Book 7. Wrapping up of the war. The Masada fortress and group suicide (which I think is interesting to think about given the discussion we had a few books back). The temple of Onias. (Dedicated commment threads for both of these below, for anyone who wants to join in!)

Yay book club, thank you everyone!

Continuing kitchen rearrangements

May. 3rd, 2026 10:13 pm
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So, new fridge-freezer is in & working satisfactorily; on Friday I went to Iceland & assembled £20-worth of frozen stuff, including 2 packs of their Majestics (own-brand answer to Magnums), a couple of ready meal things, and some diced lamb and sausages. Yesterday, Saturday, I went shopping in M&S and the fridge is now stocked with more of the usual things. I also did a bit of strategic browsing online, and concluded I couldn't get what I wanted, or not immediately; so I bought a cheapo chopping board (a cheap and chippy chopper?) from Bargain Buys, on which I can firmly stand two of my silicone (i.e. 'floppy') ice-hex trays. For £1.99, better than nowt; this machine doesn't have a built-in ice-cube shelf, but I do prefer them to go in level.

I had an offer from a good friend to buy me a replacement kitchen rack, as I'd found one on Amazon that would fit in the altered space in front of the new fridge-freezer. It was supposed to come on Tuesday, but turned up today! I assembled it, only slightly laboriously, and it is now stocked with most of the useful stuff salvaged from the old one. The old step-stool has been moved out to the garden to take the place of the disgracefully decaying old wooden chair, which needs to be destroyed & dumped. The 25L chocolate tub now stands on the single wooden stool, and can be moved if/when necessary.

Another thing that arrived today, via Evrizon (ordered from Amazon, delivered by Evri, at the same time as the kitchen rack!), was my new bed-step. As I've shrunk a little with age, it's become increasingly difficult to heave my bulk onto the high Moriarti bed; I've got some 'half-steps', but they're 4" tall, and I worry about a) stubbing my toes on them in the dark, and b) falling off them when trying to get out. I've experimented with an old surplus shelf from a book-case with a thin foam mat on top, which ... works. Sort of. I'd had a few other ideas, when a friend suggested 'swimming floats'! Brilliant! So I investigated those, but have ended up buying a kneeling pad instead, which is thicker than the swimming floats and no more expensive. It's 4cm thick and bright blue...

Kitchen rack with 4 baskets

Blue garden kneeler next to a wooden bed, to be used as a step
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After this week. Because after this week, we should have paid off the gas and electric bills, yay!

But yeah, one or two weeks of crunch is one thing, a string of them is something very different.

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All my responses were silent because they really weren't appropriate for the context, which is that somebody in the thread has a seriously ill relative.

Supportive poster: It's so great that so many of us will come out to support each other with prayer, we're so blessed that this team is so kind, I shall natter on religiously for a really inordinately long comment.

Me: She's being kind and supportive. This is not the time. Don't make it awkward, Connie!

Same supportive poster: Uh, I mean, of course, there are plenty of non-religious people and even atheists who are also really good and kind people too!

Me: God damn it, lady, you just made it awkward! Fuck you so much! Think before you post the first thing, then you won't find yourself making it awkward later!

New fridge-freezer!

Apr. 29th, 2026 08:21 pm
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New fridge arrived at about 12.15, or a little after; The deliverymen handily got the top-box down for me, jiggled the old fridge out (I had to hide behind the closed door while they got it past the corners in the living room), and got the new one in. It had to sit for at least two hours, probably got three, before being turned on; it is now on, and cooling down - though I can't find the at-least two fridge thermometers I took out of the old one... I expect they're in a bag. The milk has so far lasted OK, standing in a cool bag surrounded by other things, but after I'd eaten I had a nap and have been to Iceland, so an illicit 2L of milk and 6 creme caramel pots are now in the new fridge. It's supposed to want 6 hours, according to the manual, but I expect it can cope with that much after four.

The only disadvantage of it is that the doors don't open completely flat sideways, so I'm going to have to rejig what stands in front of it so I can get round the 'corner' to get things in and out. I'm gradually unpacking a bag at a time of stuff that came out of the kitchen (or was moved from the hall/living-room). The 'veg rack' (originally bought in the 1970s, I think - I had a pair of them, which I bought for paperback bookshelves!) desperately needs cleaning, sorting out, and restacking. And the shelves in the kitchen were emptied and moved for the installation, so they've got to be refilled. And of course the food... I fully expect to be dumping all the frozen stuff, though I knew there wasn't much hope of saving it; but at least it's not a lot. I shall do what I can of that sort of thing tomorrow (I'm pretty much knackered tonight, though might get a few things rearranged), and hope to go out to knit group as normal.

Beko fridge-freezer

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This Saturday at 2 pm I'm giving a presentation entitled "The United Colours of Jürgen Habermas: A Life's Work" (link in comments), who recently died. Habermas was, from the 1960s onwards, he was Europes's most influential social theorist and philosopher whose works combined linguistics, communication, rationality, and pragmatism. I readily admit that I have been a follower of his work for around 35 years and have been impressed by his commitment to an emancipatory modernism. I have also agreed with his criticisms of positivism, hermeneutics, systems-functionalism, and post-structuralism (c.f., my recent talk on French philosophy). Anyway, for those who enjoy listening to me go on a passionate philosophical-political rant for an hour, or who have never had the opportunity, please do come along; I promise it will be at least entertaining and sincere.

In my other, more formal scholarly activities, I've smashed through the University of Chicago's course on science and climate modelling, completing the material in about half the expected time. Mind you, it does help if one is pretty familiar with the content, though one should recognise that some of it could be updated. I will also say that the user interface of the professor's models could be improved. With these caveats, however, the content is quite excellent and what one would hope for from someone who has been a professor of geophysical sciences for almost 35 years. I admit I am intrigued by the follow-up make-your-own modelling course.

On a somewhat related manner, I have also organised multiple researcher talks at work involving a variety of researchers who have used our supercomputer and have some publications as a result; one has the charming title of "CRITTERS: Climate, Resource, and Image Tracking in Tiny, Ecologically Representative Systems". The second, "Threshold-Calibrated Word Sense Disambiguation: Semantic Broadening Without Sense Redistribution in Schizophrenia", and the third "Skuas as sentinels of high pathogenicity avian influenza H5N1 on the Antarctic Peninsula in the 2024/2025 austral summer" (my own recent trip to Antarctica in the same area witnessed more than a few of these well-travelled birds). All quite different but equally important subjects that, in their own way, needed the processing power we could offer to model and verify theories and to seek matches with empirical data; this is how real science progresses.

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